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So my parents know I have this blog. Hi ammi and thathi. You guys SUCK. Seriously. No joke. Um..damn. sorry I haven’t updated this thing in like 9 years. Things have been hectic lately. My mom got CRAZY pissed at me that I was on aim at midnight. So my dad actually took away the WHOLE computer. Ahahaha. And now its back. Guess whos back..ahaha I love eminem. Have you ever heard “we made you?” GO download it. Good shit. Um..tomorrow. track meet at bonita. Im nervous cuzz Monday..i prolly shouldn’t have done what I did. But. Its all good. I paid for it Tuesday. The weather was wayyyyy too hot that day. And we ran mile repeats. Great. Purple haze all in my lungs too. Hm..i was PLANNING on asking jasmine to prom but no. shes goin with josh. Its okay. Shes way closer friends with him anyways. And I think he likes her..so. now I have to go a huntin again. Grrrrrreat. Girls at walnut suck dude. Which is why I picked one outside of it. But that crashed and burned 2 days ago. I don’t even know if im gonna go on aim tonite. Im not even worthy of her perfectness rite? Whatever. She can do what she wants to do. Im not gonna be with a druggie. I told her that I while ago and she didn’t believe me. Now what. And I wish her good luck too. With whatever she does. And btw. How are you gonna refuse a ride to see me if you haven’t seen me in 2 months? I don’t care how mad you are. Wtf? Maybe if you saw me, we could resolve it. But youre too selfish to think about that. Ok. Im done ranting about you. I shouldn’t even be talking about you rite? Im not worthy. Sorry. 27 more days of high school! Can you believe it? This year went by SO fast. I can still remember my second day of freshman year. Mr peralta told us that high school is gonna go by in the blink of an eye. And I still remember Hiatt blinking his eyes and saying “oh. No. didn’t work. Lemme try again.” Dang. He was right, Hiatt. So im off to Missouri in a few months. So that means, I have to be outta my house during summer pretty much the whole time. Hangin out with my friends. Ima miss them so much. I think I mite cry cuz that’s how sensitive and pussy I am. Christian said that he wanted to go on the plane with me to Missouri and drop me off. Christian, you will always be my dogg. I fucking love you so much. Thanks for the greatest 4 years ever ahahaha. And I will miss you. No homo. You’re a great friend. Thanks for everything bro. anyways. Im talking like this year is officially over. It pretty much is, but not yet. We still have prom and grad night! Yeeeeeee. Cant wait for grad nite. ;) anyways. Dishani. You may never talk to me again. And um. I know you wont unless I say sorry. (I still don’t see why I should be.) but I just wanted to say. That im sorry for fucking up your whole life, and not caring one bit about what I did and how much you sacrificed. I realize that you really do (did?) love me. And im grateful for that. And I didn’t want it to end up like this, but I guess that’s how god wanted it rite? Rite. So..until I talk to you or see you again..goodbye. I love you. Still. I don’t think ill ever stop but..yeah. good luck in sri lanka. I hope you get there safe, have a great time, and come back safe. Good luck in everything you do. You truly are a great person with great things ahead of you. You just don’t see it yet. But you will.
Track meet at bonita tomorrow! Come support! If you can. 
Peace out girl scout.