sugar were goin down swingin.

yeah we are going down. no lie. and im not sure how to stop it.
its saturday. 4/18. not 4/20. but still. 4/20 fest is tonite. i got up at 12. called marie. and she tells me shes not going anymore. apparently, the person who was supposed to take her got a speeding ticket. and he told his mom. and his mom was like ok w.e. but then, he told his mom that he was going to 420 fest. and his mom was like 420? isnt that the weed day? and he was like yeah. and so his mom isnt letting him go to 420 fest cuz she doesnt want him inhaling smoke. so um. yeah. my life is being fucked by god. hes a real dick sometimes. he needs to stop playing with my shit. find someone else. anyways..i really need a fone. like really badly. aim just aint doin it. neither is myspace. my dad ACTUALLY keeps the fone with him when im at home. wtf. what parent does that. other than the crazy, maniacal, overprotective asshole parents. anyways..i have to go to church at 6. fuck christianity. theyre whole fucking religion is based on "faith that there is a one, true god." well im sorry if thats all you need to think that something created us. your whole religion is based on a belief. i need something more than that like. i dont know..fact. why the fuck cant the high and mighty god come down and show the whole world that hes real. why does religion have to be religion. why cant it be a known fact that god created everything. and what the hell is he waiting for to "come back." why doesnt he come back now and take all his precious "believers" to heaven and condemn the rest of us to hell. what the FUCK is he waiting for. tell him if he wants to find me. im waiting at my house. tell him. all you christians. "pray" to him and tell him to find me. so that i may see the light or whatever. anyways. i dno whats gonna end up happening tonite. we shall see..hopefully she can convince her ex to come get me. im HOPING he does. pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease. i need him to. and i also need 30 bucks ahahaha. anyways..ill let you know what happens tonite.
peace out girl scout.
i love you babe.