Possibilities.

WOW. i am so freakin tired! track meet against south hills. walnut won of course. duh. south hills is for LOSERS! ;) it was pretty intense. i was freakin NOT feeling good. my shoulder hurt like a bitch, my heart hurt like a bitch (no lie.), and i had THEEE biggest headache ever. so i ended up 3rd in my race. GAY. but as long as walnut wins. its all good. i thot i had my ipod stolen, but it ended up being in my bag. ahaha. OH AND GUESS WHAT THE FUCK CHRISTIAN DID. okay. so i was at the starting line, and i realized i had my kandies on. so i was like oh shit! cuz your not allowed to wear jewelry rite? so i was like christian! and he came up to me and i gave them to him before my race. so i come up to him after the race rite? and he had been warming up this whole time. he looks at me, and only gives me dishani's kandy. im like..wheres the lankan one? hes like. i was warming up, and it fell outta my pocket, and its somewhere on the field. WHAT THE FUCK. FUCKING CHRISTIAN. stupid mexican. its ok tho. justins sposed to bring me string tomorrow then ima hit up ians house and make another one that looks exactly like my "lankan" kandy. and another one too. but that ones a surprise that youuu cant know about. anywho. i think that im catching bronchitis again. like last year. it was fucking windy today again. my lips are chapped. ahahaha. chapstikk! i need it. my legs are aching now. ouch. i STILL need plugs. fucking justin wont come throughhhh!!!! ahhhhh. i need them asappp!! i got an email from the college in missouri. that im sposed to be shipped off too. turns out im a "well suited applicant for our college." fuck them. theyre just doing the christian thing and accepting me. st louis rave scene. here i come. my parents drug tested me today. it turned up negative again and my mom got mad at me again telling me how she spent 27 bucks on the test. i told her to shove it up her ass next time cuz its such a waste. and now she wont talk to me. ahahhaa. if she still thinks im doing drugs, she must be crazy. im not stupid. im not gonna do it until like summer. duh. i have track to worry about. tomorrow is that stupid corona new years practice thingy. athma wants to do something stupid. like drink. and i dont wanna. ummmmm...i desperately need a fone. i dno if i can persuade my dad to reconnect my cell fone tho..oh well. ill try. so i realized that i can think of 5 things at once and focus on all 5 of them at once. POR EJEMPLO. today in science. i was drumming on the table. with my foot stomping on the ground and both hands going. like a drum set. i was thinking about my ex-wife. i was thinking about my work, and if i should do it or not. i was listening to justin rant about drugs. AND. i noticed my teacher walking around the room. crazyyy huh? hehe. anywhoooo..i think im out. i have nothing else to say except..29 more days of school! and were outta here. its kinda bittersweet. but dont worry walnut. ill myspace you everyday when im in missouri having fun with church people. :'(
peace out girl scout.
i love you babe.