uncertainty clouding errthang.

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it was always yours."
MY STOMACH IS HURTING SICKLIKE. dang. its 11:11 btw baby. tomorrow is rowland. biggest meet of the year. i think i mite shit myself tomorrow. holy crap man. ive never been this nervous for a meet. maybe cuz its my last league meet of high school and the championship is riding on this meet. hot damn. today was a very good day. first period, i knocked out like usual. cuz ms dorn is tight like that and doesnt care if i sleep cuz im a SENI09R. cant wait to get outta high school and FINALLY find someone whos as down as me, but not too down. missouri rave sceneee. here i come. hopefully i meet some people who arent church washed. anyways. 2nd period, i took the easiest test in the whole wide world. a hunnit percent. ohfasho. 3rd period was down cuz all we did was TALK TALK TALK. and justin talked about his damned drugs. fucking drugs. everyone does it now just to be cool. not cuz its fun. all they talk about is OMG I DITCHED PRACTICE TO BLAZE YEAHHHHHHHHHH IT WAS TIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. FUCK YOU. you're so pathetic. its fine to talk about it once. but STOP TALKING ABOUT IT IF THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO TALK ABOUT. WE DONT WANNA HEAR IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN. good lord. anyways. 4th period, i mingled with the juniors who wanted to hear my story. about my girly i mean. its a good story! you should hear it. :) 5th period was tight as usual. we took pictures the wholeeeeeee time cuz our teacher wanted to. i love you ms chai! but then i had detention after practice. but it wasnt that bad because i met christian up RIGHT after i got out. we went to his house. and the incident happened. im not gonna say exactlyyy what happened. but. long story short..monster shit = toilet overflow. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i love you christian. <3 no homo. MY QUIZZES ARE TIGHT DISHANI. FUCK YOU. :) ian made a podcast. and its DOPE BOY FRESH. no joke. go download it off itunes. dj hatch. IN THE MIX! hahhaa. we got back together. cuz we cant let go. or at least i cant. >_> we'll see what happens. im not gonna see her for like 83258325 more years..cuz no one is nice enough to give me a ride. :( but i wont give up hope. ahahha. cuz im an optimist. usually. >_> and sometimes i wonder why i did this. i hope it works out but..
anyways..ROWLAND TOMORRROW. AHHHH FUCK MEEEEEE. come support if your downer than me!
peace out girl scout.
i..love you. babe.