fuckkk love.

i know EVERYONE says that shit. ^ but its true. i pour my heart out and get rejected. whatever..i dont know how ima get over you, but ima try. anywho, if i have one piece of advice to give to someone, its to make sure you fall in love with the right person. and if you do find that rite person, make sure not to fuck it up. cuz if you do, that pain will not go away for a whileeeee. and thats what happened to me. i fucked it up, and now shes not mine anymore. :( its what i gotta deal with tho. anywhooo. today was a messed up day ahaha. im sick as a dogggg homey. i was coughing up a lung the wholeeee day. and it sucked cuz third period, i had to take a test, and it was all quiet, and i kept coughing and sniffing and coughing and sniffing and it was bad. trust me. i had to get like 4 tissues at once ahaha. it was nashty. oh and i owe track $200 for shit that i didnt even buy and got handed. they handed me all these clothes, and now theyre telling me that i need to pay for that shit. wtf? i never ordered it. you dumbasses did and youre telling me to pay for it. uh. thats some bullshit. my parents are being so retarded about letting me go to grad nite. i need it by tomorrow rite? but my dads like ill give it to you later this week. wtf? i need it by tomorrow to turn it in with all my friends or else i wont be able to go on the bus with them. you know? and hes like ok ill tell you tomorrow morning. and hes telling me this as i go to bed. wtf? so i was like..are you gonna think about it while you sleep? hes like yeah. i was like how do you think about anything in your sleep. so hes like ok fine. go take a shower and come back. so i came down here to finish this blog, and im talking to my ex. butttt shes about to say bye, so im about to go shower and get that paper for grad nite.
peace out girl scout!