phase one of getting over you.

since you dont wanna talk to me on aim, im hoping that youre gonna read this. so after thinking it over, i dont think that we should be together. i wanna be friends. you know why? im not the guy for you. you need a guy that loves you for who you are and isnt gonna try to change you. you need a guy whos down for anything and will give you anything you want. you need a guy thats gonna be able to see you when you need him, and even when you dont. and most importantly, youre gonna need a guy whos there for you always. no matter what. cuz i really wasnt. and i know you know that. i cant keep getting back with you and breaking up with you. its too much heartbreak. but part of me really wants this to work out. and that part of me isnt letting me get over you either. this is gonna be weird, but i still check your myspace, your status, your bulletins, your blog, and your facebook. cuz im still in love with you and still wanna see what you're up to. but i cant be with you cuz i know now that im definitely not the guy for you. i never will be. cuz for us to work, one of us would have to change. and you and i both know that neither of us will. so im sorry. but if you still wanna talk to me, let me know. if you dont ever wanna talk to me again, i understand too. anyways..yeah.