i remember.

i remember when i first met you.
i remember when you called me the next day.
i remember i came to your school the next day.
i remember being nervous.
i remember kissing your eyes. XD
i remember coming to your school the next day.
i remember kissing you for the first time.
i remember coming to your house with anjula.
i remember how awkward it was in the back seat haha.
i remember that nite. ;)
i remember eranga picking me up at 11:45.
i remember asking you out on november 20th, 2008.
i remember one of the happiest nites ever.
i remember missing school the next day cuz i was too tired.
i remember coming to your school again.
i remember our secret spot. ;)
i remember going to your moms school.
i remember going to borders.
i remember getting caught by my mom.
i remember kicking in my door.
i remember you telling me you loved me.
i remember halloween.
i remember being able to come to your school anytime i wanted.
i remember getting verizon.
i remember texting you.
i remember our late night conversations. :)
i remember anjula picking me up and dropping me off at your house at noon.
i remember our 10 minute walk.
i remember you getting your fone taken away.
i remember getting caught by the cops.
i remember thinking that it was worth it. even if i did see you for just a little while.
i remember sitting at vons.
i remember texting you and calling you, wondering when id see you again.
i remember january 16th.
i remember coming to your school to pick you up.
i remember ians party.
i remember the happiest feeling ive ever felt.
i remember thinking that me and you were going to be together forever.
i remember my come down. :(
i remember how much my friends feelings about you were so mixed.
i remember that i didnt care, cuz you made me so happy.
i remember trying to find you a place to crash.
i remember riding with justin back to christians house.
i remember kissing you, getting out of justins truck.
i remember being so worried about you.
i remember how much i didnt want that nite to end.
i remember coming home and texting you.
i remember how nervous you were.
i remember how much we begged justin to drive you to my house.
i remember when he agreed. :)
i remember sneaking out of my house, getting you, sneaking back in, and into my room.
i remember how you were "more comfortable with your shirt on." :)
i remember BB. blue..yknow?
i remember how much we talked that nite.
i remember how much justin wanted to leave. thanks bro. youre a great friend. no joke.
i remember you leaving, and how i was mad.
i remember the next day.
i remember you trying to get home any way you could.
i remember asking my brother to pick you up.
i remember him agreeing.
i remember us picking you up.
i remember how much you HATED that beanie i had on. :)
i remember the nite that i got my hands on "The Dark Knight." Thank you!!!!
i remember getting back home and introducing you to everyone.
i remember my brother being a cockblock and telling me to burn cd's.
i remember finally getting you in my room alone.
i remember when you told me how weak i made you.
i remember how much you made my stomach hurt and how much you made me shake that nite.
i remember "our first kiss at 11:11."
i remember how you showed me how much you loved me. :)
i remember how scared you were! :P
i remember january 17th, still to this day, as the one nite where i was truly happy, and the nite where nothing you could say would bring me down. honestly.
i remember you falling asleep on my hand. :)
i remember you telling me to text you as soon as i walked you to the gate.
i remember leaving. :'(
i remember telling you to come to the front of south hills at 3:00.
i remember flashing EVERYONE just to ask you to winter formal.
i remember getting you a fake rose. not on purpose either. :)
i remember trying to find david a date.
i remember christian asking mely.
i remember david and francesca flaking on eachother.
i remember seeing you as you got out of mely's car, and how beautiful you looked.
i remember how i couldnt get the corsage on rite. :)
i remember the limo.
i remember your half and christians half.
i remember getting that water bottle confiscated. even tho it wasnt open.
i remember matt hookin it up.
i remember dancing with you.
i remember how much you liked the thigh thing. :)
i remember you just wanting to chill and not wanting to dance.
i remember being fine with that. :)
i remember how DOWN you were.
i remember reading you that note.
i remember denny's.
i remember what a burn that was. ahaha.
i remember going back to richards house and freezing my ass off waiting for mely's mom to come pick you guys up.
i remember going to 3 different malls trying to find you a valentine's day present.
i remember us having THEEEE biggest fight on valentine's day.
i remember everything just started going downhill from there.
i remember our parents and my brother getting involved.
i remember getting threats from random people if i continued to talk to you.
i remember your dad telling me that mely likes my pecker. ahhahahahha.
i remember february 15th.
i remember trying to figure how i was gonna be able to see you anymore.
i remember us falling apart slowly.
i remember us actually breaking up, getting back together, breaking up, getting back together, breaking up, and now here we are.
i remember those lateeee nights that we spent talking on aim.
i remember going crazy over how i never saw you.
i remember getting so jealous whenever you talked about any guy.
i remember how much i loved you before, and thinking how bad we ended up.
i remember figuring out that not seeing you for over 3 months has tore us apart.
i remember how you keep telling you love me, but dont act like it.
and we've grown so far apart.
i wish we could go back to the top part of this blog.
dang. you make me think wayyyyyy too much.